wow your cruisin for a bruisin saying all this on here LOL. next your gonna be saying how you think of her best friend during sex.
crap, was i supposed to tell her about that? [:@]
first of all, she doesn't really have many friends, kinda like me... oh wait, thats right... i stopped talking to my friends for her, because most of my friends were female and i was trying to alleviate her options to be jealous.... i stopped smoking pot so i could be more attentive to her and her "needs".
she's done alot for me, financially, but when it comes to pleasing me emotionally, its just not there. she trys hard, and when we're good, its good, but when its bad, it's so bad, it offsets the good, and we start all over again.
for instance: we went out to get cigarettes tonight, and the gas station we went to just happens to employ a girl from my past. my WAY past. 8 years ago. i had to make it a point to keep my head pointed in the other direction, just so she wouldn't say anything to me about looking at her.
didn't work anyway, she still came in the car and gave me a hard time.
she knitpicks what i say and try's to turn it around and confuse me.
even HERE. she has asked me numerous times why i talk in O/T. "you aren't helping anyone with their car, and no one is helping you, so why talk in O/T?" stuff of that nature.
i used to play on mafiabattle.net, and over a couple months had collected the MSN's of numerous people i played there with..
2 of them were girls, and they are both from australia & married, and i'm from massachusetts, but that isn't enough reason.
i can't even begin to start on the remarks she has made, just about having people in a buddy list. "why do you need to talk to them. you play the game, you dont need to talk to people about it."
it doesn't get much more crazily possessive than that.